Blue Eyed Creature

I don't know how to pose but I know I look beautiful naturally, so go ahead capture me... arghh!! as in take my photograph ( I wish you were capable of understanding my language better, illiterate you!) - the blue eyed creature

Dream or a nightmare?

You wake up in the middle of night screaming and almost crying, as you look around you realize, you were dreaming and it wasn’t for real…..still you get down from your bed and walk across the room to see your loved one- sleeping soundly…With a sigh of relief you take a deep breath and wipe off the beads of sweat from your forehead and go back to bed. As you put your head on the pillow and close your eyes you somewhere thank God that it was just a nightmare.

Shantaram

Sometimes we love with nothing more than hope. Sometimes we cry with everything except tears. In the end that’s all there is: love and its duty, sorrow and its truth. In the end that’s all we have – to hold on tight until the dawn.

Some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. Some things are so sad that only your soul can do the crying for them.

The world and I are not on the speaking terms. The world tries to win me back, but it doesn’t work. I guess I’m just not the forgiving type.”

Oxymoron

Read this 2 years back on web somewhere and my first reaction was what crap!! How can smile hide pain, isn’t smiling a reflection of the bubbling happiness inside..The ultimate purpose of smiling is defeated if it is so to camouflage the pain inside. Well that for 2 years back.

Today I searched it again, because don’t know it suddenly seemed true..Perceptions changed or maybe life per se.. The hurt is there but I still manage to smile and even the people closest to me don’t realize it .Yes the smile perfectly hides the torrent of emotions inside me..

Reblogged

On Expectations

One of the worst things you can do to the people around you is to have expectations that you’re not clear about yourself, or you are and they don’t know about it. It’s the easiest way to sour a relationship – any kind of relationship. Don’t go hoping the other side’s telepathically connected to you and knows exactly what you want. They’re not, and they don’t. As close as your relationship is, in my experience (as meagre as it may be) nothing is ever close enough to convey well enough what you want, when you want it and who you want it from. Give it a shot the first time, wait to see if the other side picks up the hints, and if they don’t, do both of yourselves a favour and lay all your cards on the table. Ditch the poker faces and ask what you want to. And if they can’t give it to you, stop expecting them to. Just stop. Don’t push them on and on and on and on till everytime you talk to them it’s all they can do to stop gritting their teeth or punching the wall till their knuckles bleed but still they listen to you because they don’t want to let you down though you can’t pick up the hints. It can happen.

Better yet, nip this all in the bud. Try not to have any expectations of what you mean to others and what they’d be ready to do for you. You do mean a lot and vice versa, no doubt, but for the love of God, listen to what the other side is saying if you do end up having expectations. But try not to expect too much from anyone, it’s not worth it in the end.

No, there are no exceptions. No one. Not even the guy you saved from the burning building or who you helped pass his last examination. No one owes you what you think they do. You, on the other hand, might owe them something. Think about that.

P.S. This isn't a orginal post, read it on some blog which i can't remmeber.In case you know, let me know too..soo that i could give the rightful credit :)

Good Times

Sometimes you sit back and realize – time has just swept by and you have come miles from the inane discussions to logical opinions..from puerile rivalry to unconditional care ..from shouting to understanding...yet with all the whacky sense of humor completely intact…That’s a relationship siblings share…Beautiful isn't it!!

Hmmm..the occasion is bhai's birthday for all my sweetness towards him( before i get back to my devilish self i thought i will pen this down) And yes it isn't all sweetness..the cake ofcourse was, but coupled with the innumerable candles on it had a prizeless expression on his face( his silence meant - ur bday isn't very far)
To which i quickly said- this is just a reminder of all the beautiful years of your life you have lived by( ofcourse i didn't meant it, neither did he believe)
Well i am almost waiting for the revenge with the wide grin on my face.
Beat that, can you!